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a dream
a vision
a..pseudo-monition

but there you were-
out cold still and pale.
slumped sunk and at peace.

'that can't be
how can it
cant believe it
wont believe it'
i told myself.

it was so real
it has begun.

YOU should have seen him
Lying alone in helpless silence in the night
You should have seen him
You would have seen his eye reflecting in the light

So for the old man
Ashes to ashes, earth to earth and dust to dust
No one will see me
No one with guilt to share, no secret soul to trust

Louder and louder
Till I could tell the sound was not within my ears
You should have seen me
You would have seen my eyes grow white and cold with fear

Heard all the things in Heaven and Earth
I've seen many things in Hell
But his vulture's eye of a cold pale blue
Is the eye of the Devil himself

Take me away now
But let the silence drown the beating of his heart

-Arthur Brown/Edgar Allen Poe-

love cannot be entirely guaged by the enjoyment that is given off by it;
the true test of love comes for when it passes through the most difficult of situation, and survives.

that, is what some have not learnt, do not know, cannot understand, choose to ignore...

but that,
is love.

and that in the end,
is the true happiness.

not breach of _______
but loss of _____

shattered.
absolutely shattered.

when one fails to realise whats within oneself,
one is blind.

when one fails to realise one's own blindness,
one is lost.

Sin of Pride.

the sin of all sins.
it's dam ugly.

8th-17th.
it went by like a dream.

time i shifted my values and my priorities.
it could only be fair.
what has mattered to me all this time....
turns out its never mattered to another.

i was right.
long ago.

he who expects perfection, exhibits foolish naivety beyond comprehension.

where there is joy, there must exist pain in balance.