its unimaginable what great lengths we take to do what is necessary
when we have no other choice
and to compensate for the guilt.

the aroma of stale pizza being pickled for breakfast.
that sickly sweet smell of oversmoked cigarette butts pile.
the ever-stubbon lingering stench of alcohol from previous nights.

every bit a part of my life.
my perfect life.

theres something missing.
...a lot is missing.

we seek reassurance everyday
we give assurance every now and then
like we aint sure
like it'd leave.

agitated
without a purpose
it feels empty.

but seek no more
rest the mind assure
for it is already here
and it forever will be.

inner demon fights with personal angel.

a brutal struggle.

it's inevitable.

Blackout
/Muse

don't kid yourself
and don't fool yourself
this love's too good to last
and i'm too old to dream

don't grow up too fast
and don't embrace the past
this life's too good to last
and i'm too young to care

don't kid yourself
and don't fool yourself
this life could be the last
and we're too young to see

invent a fantastic story.
assume with it.
believe in it.

its perfect
its impeccable.
its all that i want to hear.

its far better than acknowledging the truth.

...id rather believe in a fabricated lie?

its all my head?

why yes it is.
and i can't deny it.

who could ever deny love?

it takes one to hate
but two to love.

gesticulating ignorant pleasure wroughts pain and suffering.

pursuing apprehension in what is endless and infinite leads to ultimate insanity.

both paths are what fools would take.
fools who cannot acknowledge true happiness.

yet, whereever is that third path?